if you only knew....
I sat as still as possible not to give away the anticipation waving through out my body to the very cells themselves. Breath. Just breath, I told myself. I can keep control. I can handle this with out letting my deep black desires invade my appearance. Keep breathing, that's the trick. The front door opened in slow motion before my eyes, and there she stood. Tall, slim, and gorgeous. Her hair swayed in the breeze let in by the door. She grinned with those pink soft lips and I felt the twinge of my core shutter. I folded my hands to steady them. The chair was supporting my compulsion to jump up and grab her up in my hands